Love Or Fear

I listen as my day unfolds. Mencoba berlari another 4 keliling. I thought after 2 months lari pagi, it would be easier.

I challenge what the future holds. Menikmati suara burung dan matahari pagi. Sambil satu langkah kecil at a time.

I try to keep my head up to the sky. Sinar dari balik jejaring siluet yang sepertinya dahan. Atau sel jantungku?

Lovers, they may cause me tears. Menjelang keliling ke tiga, the toughest one. Ayo, biar dahan-dahan dada ini dilewati matahari.

Go ahead release my fears.

Apa gue jalan dulu satu keliling ya?

Stand up and be counted. I am not ashamed to cry.

I gotta be bad, I gotta be bold, I gotta be wiser, I gotta be hard

Not too hard.

I gotta be tough, I gotta be stronger, I gotta be cool, I gotta be calm, I gotta stay together...

Satu keliling lagi.

I herald what my mother said.

Kadang-kadang.

I read the book my father read.

Hari ini buku itu bercerita tentang seorang pria flamboyan yang mengusir setan dari dua warga desa yang selalu menyulitkan warga lainnya.

Go!

Setan pindah ke babi. Babi-babi kesurupan nyemplung ke laut. Desa menjadi aman sentosa.

Warga desa malah ngambek. Hartanya nyemplung ke laut.

I try to solve the puzzles in my own sweet time. Kenapa mereka lebih cinta babi?

Some may have more cash than me. Padahal kan hidup mereka jadi damai tanpa arwah-arwah pengganggu.

Others take a different view. Mungkin memang babi lebih berharga dari manusia.

My oh my heh, hey

Nguik.

Kok gak nyampe-nyampe juga? Hffff....

I don't ask no questions, it goes on without me. Apa tiga keliling aja ya?

Leaving me behind if I can't stand the pace. Jalan dulu sekeliling, ntar lari lagi.

The world keeps on spinning. I can't stop it, if I try to.

Jantungku, are you OK? Can't we stand another round?

This time it's danger staring me in the face.

Fhhhhh... Gak kuat lagi ...

I listen as my day unfolds

Jantungku, I love you. I want you to be healthy. Tapi aku takut kamu berhenti.

Go ahead release my fears.

I gotta be bad, I gotta be bold, I gotta be wiser, I gotta be hard, I gotta be tough, I gotta be stronger, I gotta be cool, I gotta be calm, I gotta stay together...

Empat keliling!

All I know, love will save the day.